Dear Beloved Parishioners,
Happy New Year. Prayers that this year is off to a good start. (I got to play golf in shirt sleeves Sunday. That was pretty cool!)
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SO, Fr. Chris is settling into his rooms as I write this. And we have had a bit of time to chat about a few things. As you know, the Mass schedule has returned to the pre-“Fr. Johnson leaving” schedule, with the 8am Mass returning on Mondays through Saturdays. The Weekend schedule remains unchanged.
In addition, there will be a slight change to the Livestream schedule. So that people would have the choice of whom to pray with, I am adding the Sunday Morning 7:30 Mass to our livestream schedule, as Fr. Chris and I will rotate through those Masses as in the past with Fr. Johnson. As always, once the recording starts for the Mass, you can log on at any time that is convenient for you.
And, at the request of a few parents who work but want to pray with their children, we are switching the Friday morning Mass to record the All School Mass at 8am. (Instead of the 6:30 Mass) So, you will have to wait a bit to pray with us online on Fridays.
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With Fr. Schroeder in place, Fr. Johnson will cover my Thursday, day off Masses, so that he has a chance to stay connected to us in prayer and Masses on a weekly basis. He will also be my go-to guy for vacation coverage, having ‘first right of refusal’.
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Thanks to all who read the pastor’s pen and have offered some gently used furniture. And thanks to the two donors who have agreed to funding some new furniture for the rectory, in addition to what is donated. I am richly blessed. And look forward to having a place to entertain my family for dinners and friends for visits, as well as just hang out in a neutral space with Fr. Chris.
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The DEEPER DIVE into the Sunday Scriptures: (from the good people at LPi)
The LORD bless you and keep you!
The LORD let his face shine upon
you, and be gracious to you!
The LORD look upon you kindly and
give you peace! — Numbers 6:24-26
“Today is gonna be a Mommy-and-me day,” my preschool-aged son told me recently. He was perched on the kitchen countertop, his favorite spot in the mornings, where he likes to sit while watching me unload the dishwasher.
“Oh, is it?” I said, my hands full of damp plates. This was news to me. “What does that mean? What are we going to do?”
“We’re gonna read books and put stickers on walls and you’re gonna watch me play,” he told me. “And then at the end of the day you’re gonna make dinner and I’m gonna sit here and watch you, and we’re gonna smile at each other.”
I am not the best version of myself in the mornings, I am grumpy and anxious, and any suggestion of a deviation from the day’s planned activities usually makes me bare my teeth like a threatened Rottweiler. But my son’s little itinerary pierced me through the heart. I stopped what I was doing and looked at him. We smiled at each other.
I wrote down what he said because I didn’t want to forget it, ever. It wasn’t just that he wanted to spend the day with me. That was sweet. But what really got me in the feels was how he described it. Us watching each other, smiling at each other, turning our faces to each other in love. It was astonishing in its simplicity.
There are a lot of different kinds of prayer, a lot of different ways to be with God, to adore him, to sit in his presence. But I think the way that I like best is exactly what my son described for his Mommy-and-me day, the way that famous peasant of Ars described to St. John Vianney two centuries ago. I like when God and I sit and look at each other.
If you are blessed, as I have been, to have a warm relationship with your parents, you know the power of their gaze. You know what it is to lock eyes with them during one of life’s profound moments — a moment of sadness, a moment of triumph, a moment of joy, a moment of confusion. You know that words are not necessary; sometimes they even get in the way. What you need is in the gaze.
When I reflect on the various ways I have experienced God “letting His face shine upon” me, I keep coming back to His mother. How often, for me, has God chosen Mary to communicate His kindness, His love, His protection, and His faithfulness. How often has He desired her to be the Theotokos, the “God-bearer,” in my life. How often is her intercession and encouragement the means by which He turns His gaze upon me.
I think of a small Christ child sitting cross-legged on the ground two thousand years ago, watching his mother go about some domestic work as the sun rises over Nazareth. She looks up, absent-mindedly, and sees the God of Heaven and Earth smiling at her. She smiles back. Without words, they communicate. This happened for her every day.
I think of Mary at the foot of the cross, gazing up at the face she knows better than her own. The forehead is streaked with blood and the mouth is contorted in agony, and all who look upon him are stricken with despair. But not Mary. Mary sees the face of a feeble infant staring up at her from a manger. Mary sees the face of salvation. Mary sees hope. They lock eyes. Without words, they communicate.
Whatever this year brings you, be it good fortune or great trials or a mix of both, may you remember that through it all, you are under the gaze of the one who has loved you since the beginning of creation.
—Colleen Jurkiewicz Dorman
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The SONG OF THE DAY, a haunting version of the Hail Mary by Corrine May
blessings,
fr bill